wedding shooting - APRIL NELLY -

wedding shoot & make up

-ghost from grave-

a beautifull ghost who is rise from the grave..

she is bloodthirsty but in the same time she was fashionista..

-unduk ngadau-

Unduk Ngadau is a beauty pageant held during the Kaamatan cultural event normally held in Sabah, Malaysia.

The title comes from the ethnic word Runduk Tadau which means 'the girl crowned by the sunlight'.

Unduk Ngadau is one of the most recognizable cultural events in Sabah and the beauty pageant is unique to the state.

In Rungus Language, Runduk means "to communicate", and Tadau means "the Sun", therefore Unduk Ngadau can

simply translates to a communication to the Sundu(Kinorohingan) or God, requesting the blessing of sunlight.

THE LEGAND.

The Unduk Ngadau beauty contest was started to pay respect to Huminodun,

the sacrificed daughter of the Kadazandusun spirits Kinorohingan and Suminodun.

It is believed that she was the one who taught the priestesses,

known as locally as Bobohizans their ritual mantras which exist today.

- mother nature theme -

Mother Nature (sometimes known as Mother Earth) is a common personification of nature

that focuses on the life-giving and nurturing aspects of nature by embodying it in the

form of the mother. Images of women representing mother earth, and mother nature, are timeless.

In prehistoric times, goddesses were worshipped for their association with fertility,

fecundity, and agricultural bounty.

WHEN I WAS A KID ...

Pussy meant CAT,

Sex meant GENDER,

Bitch was a FEMALE DOG,

Dick was a NAME,

...BJ was a NICK-NAME,

Bang was a SOUND,

Rubber was just like PLASTIC,

Ass was an ANIMAL,

Head meant a part of BODY !!

Now everything is just so complicated ..........

myself..............

I have to live with myself and so I want to be fit for myself to know, I want to be able as days go by, To look at myself straight in the eye. I don't want to stand with the setting sun And hate myself for the things I've done.... I don't want to hide on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know What kind of man I really am; I don't want to dress myself in sham. I want to go with my head erect, I want to deserve all men's respect And in this struggle for fame and pelf I want to be able to like myself. I don't want to look at myself and know That I am a bluster and empty show. I cannot hide myself from me; I can see what others can never see; I know what others can never know, I cannot fool myself, and so Whatever happens, I want to be Self-respecting and conscience free.... thats why my name is jaye..............